Recover

It's a strong word. When one thinks they are finally healed .... The world shows different. what is recovery? Why is it so important? I live and I breath but inside I am dieing. I miss I love I hurt I cry. I am happy but behind my smile and is a girls screaming to be saved. I must save myself tho. It's a life long battle of love and hate. Mixed emotions rage depression more than faze. I have learned and lost the world I have felt real pain real lose real shame. I have grown and shrunk like little Alice running thru her magic land confused and lost. Alice is me and I am recovering